Sin

Sick, i choked in your grasp,
Not knowing whether i live or die
and when in admonition
i wipe the last remorseful tear from my eye
You are lurking somewhere
In the depth of my deceitful heart
i wish to wash my soul clean
And in the Blood find my essence
But when in a sunny day i dry up
You are there to show me summers
And beauties, forever enticing to my heart
Sin, is there a space without your breathe?
Where, my soul can rise again.

Today i die

Today I die
I cease to breathe your oxygen
I cease to be the alpha and omega of your happiness

Today I die
I step out from your box of seclusion
I walk out to my freedom

Today I die
I die to love life
And live when I die

Today I die
I escape to my redemption
Today I am free to be myself.

Family Breakdown

When does a family collapse and die?
Is it when bricks conspire to melt?
And crumble down the house

Or is it when dreams that held us
Silently disconnect and dismantle

Is it when a touch, once so brotherly
Unnoticed faint and vanish
Into the vistas of despair

Or is when we are drawn to ourselves
And stop talking like we used to

When does a family break down?
Is it when this or that happens?
Or is it when it simply breakdown.