Is this love?

I see you I dont
My mind twisted
tossed around aimlessly
is this love?

Can i hang on to hope?
even now when the night fades
without a glimpse of stars
what is this?

Can't I fee the tears?
boiling inside my heart
waiting to rupture into a flood of sorrow
am i ready for it?

To cry heartbreaks
and wail for the love never felt
a fantasy that clouded my mind
for how long?

Will i wait for love in vain?
a thing never promised?
is this love?